Khloe just can’t decide what to do! The Keeping Up with the Kardashiansstar is struggling to live without her ex Lamar, but isn’t sure if she’ll ever take him back. She still misses the former basketball star whenever she’s working out and watching TV, but is that enough?
Khloe Kardashian, 30, misses Lamar Odom, 35, however she can’t make her mind up with what to do next. The KUWTK reality star fondly recalls the troubled sportsman pushing her to her limits in the gym during happier times, but also doesn’t know if she can ever trust him again. She truly stands at a crossroads unsure which way to go.
“She can’t stop thinking about Lamar. When she’s working out, she’s thinking of times they use to workout together and how he use to push her to the limit when he would make her do some of his basketball conditioning training,” a source tells Hollywoodinsight.com EXCLUSIVELY. “She can’t even watch television without thinking about him. Now she’s studying her relationship with Lamar using the Johari Window technique that she watched the last episode of Being Mary Jane.”
Khloe admitted in a recent Instagram message how she felt empty over her Lamar split, but despite that she is scared to take him back, according to the source.
“She’s stuck in the unknown stage at the moment and that prompted her to post that last message of feeling empty over her lost love for Lamar,” the source divulged. “Khloe doesn’t know what the future holds for them. She cannot make up her mind how to proceed with the marriage. She loves him and she doesn’t want to let him go. But, at the same time she’s scared to give him all of her heart again. She’d much rather him dominate her and the situation and do something completely grand and spontaneous. But then she’s not even sure if that would make her happy.”
For want of a happy-ever-after, it doesn’t look like these two are any nearer to finding any happiness together soon.